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Dear abandon blog, It is my 21st anniversary today with that smelly boy in Australia!! I, myself was shocked that we really made it this far lol. Yeekeong claims that i love to torture him. He also claims that i always poke him even without noticing it. Funny thing is, i received a surprise gift from him. He told me to collect it from his mom because his parents went to visit him a week ago. His mom's reaction when she passed me the present was so funny man! She said she don't know what it is but there is a lot alot alot of needles hahahahah homg. Damn weird right my boyfriend buys me needles! Anyway, i opened it. and its a voooodoooo doll :):):) *smiling non-stop* i liked it darling! and inside that zip hides a letter aww :)  Its super kute!! And i could put his baby picture there! One time i told yeekeong that he looked cuter when he was young :) , wow he immediately gimme the grumpy face HAHAHA omg damn funny shits. oh and look at those needles! there's red and black love. Red love means something good whereas the black one means poking him whenever he's naughty. For example, one day yk said he wanna punish me by farting around me and tries to look innocent while pointing to everyone in the elevator that it was me who farted wtf. Haih why my boyfriend like that! he even came out with a plan where he hold my hand tight tight so that i can't move. For such cases, i would take a black needle and poke that voodoo's butt /hmph! or, i could write a note saying 'you must love me and only me!' and poke it to the heart of the voodoo then he's curse to love me foreber hahaha. oklah wtf only i am that mou liu to play with such things. I even tried poking the voodoo with all the needles. I'm so sadistic huh.  Look at baby yeekeong! lol hen ke ai :) like a sumo! hahaha he's so gonna kill me when he reads this post. yay and apparently i'll get lots and lots of surprises every month *eyes sparkle* and when yeekeong asked me to guess what it'll be. i guessed, pad hahahahahahahahahahah sorry i'm random like that! *** Before that, i wanna show you my awesome oxford pumps i got from the bazaar at 3k :) its the tallest heals i have! Normally i'll only go for 2 - 3 inches, if not i'll look like a freaking twin tower and my dear friends wouldn't want to stand beside me :( oxford pumps will be my new fetish for now :o)  prettay :) love, emily .
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sudden influx of sadness due to the size of my body, and decided to write a short post before starting on my accounting information system reading *sulk* before that, i want to apologize to those who feel that i'm indirectly insulting them. With that aside, now i am going to share on the devastating truth where i evolved from a 'bamboo' to a pig!!! i was so ignorant for the past 19 years taking for granted with what God blessed me. Unlike other girls who watch their weight religiously, it didn't occur to me that i would have to, because honestly i have a very high metabolic rate. Last time, normally after a big big meal (something like buffet), then i would head to the toilet after 2 hours or so! Later on, i can actually start gobbling like crazy once again. Bottomless? i guess. Well, the triumphant days is now gone. Recently, in precise, after Chinese new year, i noticed the change in size i am going through when my cousin jokingly told me to try on those public weighing machine you see in shopping complex. I was so devastated after seeing the scale! :/ I actually gained 5 kg wtf. I've never gained so much in my entire life that i went bonkers for that particular day trying to convince myself that the machine could be spoiled or my handphone adds the weight or i just had lunch and that is why! No matter how many reasons i came out with, it is evidently observable with my flabby thighs, flabby arms, big backside, and a sad looking tummy :( *sulk even more* I was awestruck when i couldn't fit in one of my jeans, and barely fit some of my shorts. What a vast difference from the past man! This is the first time i've encounter this. So, i actually swore that i am going to run everyday, do more exercise and try to eat less especially during dinner. I don't see any difference yet tho :o( My lunch is so unhealthy /boo i eat fastfood so much (around 3 times a week), because of those attractive promotion they are having now. Ahh dilemma shits! Ahh the pain of looking at the amount calories chart before eating my McChicken. Its getting late! buahaha watchman esok (: i heard there's a naked blue man running around wtf. I wonder if it is censored, i think it is. yeekeong told me the screening in australia can see everything k. YUCK! Believe it or not, my LDR is actually getting better lol. I can't believe it myself! *shocked* don't kembang ah stupid yk! yours truly, mily
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If some of you might not know, i am actually very particular when it comes to movies. What i hate the most is to watch some rubbish movie that is evidently a waste of money just to produce it. Worst of all, if i was watching it in a cinema! my eight bucks and my priceless 2 hours gone just like that. Snap la! *do the kanasai face* Since i have lots of time in my hands now, i am going to briefly review some of the movies i watched recently. Actually there's way too many, so i'll just pick those i can remember (especially those sucky ones HAHA). critic is fun ok. Start off with the most recent movie i watched! Love Matters by Jack Neo (the singapore show that is filmed in msia)  4/10 I know its a Jack Neo film and i had high expectations for this film. Up to my dismay, it was a disaster. No doubt there are a few good actor and actresses (those singapore ones) whom shined throughout the movie. hahaha i personally think that the ah por is so kute, yet her perfomance in 'Money not enough 2' is a more remarkable one. The dissappointing fact is, I seriously don't understand why Jack Neo picked some amateur actor/actresses (which zj said those are malaysian actor/actresses) in this particular film. If there was an award for actor who tries too hard yet projects himself like a weak, gay-ish cry baby, i would proudly present that award to the actor who cast for the teenager boy in this movie. They are trying way too hard man in expressing their actions which made them looked like a complete fool. For story line, i would say its pretty predictable. For humour, yah its not too bad lah. There are quite a few funny lines! I recommend it for students who are easily entertained. or, even more sarcasticly, those who miss seeing pinafour.
Milk by Gus Van Sant
 7.5/10 for the movie; 10/10 for Sean Penn's performance I still remembered myself doubting Sean Penn when he won the oscars for Best male actor. I was hoping for Mickey Rourke in 'the wrestler' since he's not young anymore and that this could be his last shot in winning an Oscars. After watching 'Milk', I really think he deserve it. Its a story about a guy named Harvey Milk (which explains why the title is milk -.-) and how he fought for the rampant discrimination against and hatred of homosexual because he believes that he should accomplish something despite his age. The most prominant image of Sean Penn starring as Harvey Milk is that permanent grin of his that is so similar with the real Harvey Milk. I was completely startled when i saw how alike Sean Penn made himself to portray as the legendary Harvey Milk. Maybe most people (like me) don't know who is harvey milk yet, but after watching this movie you will have a clear picture of his fight for homosexual.  Here's a picture of the REAL Harvey Milk
Frozen River by Courtney Hunt  6.8/10 In this movie, Melissa Leo was a mother of 2 sons, a teenager and a younger boy whom is perhaps 7. Her husband left home 10 days before Christmas, he was a hardcore gambler and he ran away with a big sum of money which is suppose to be the deposit for their new home. They are currently living in a worn out trailer struggling through life day by day. With her mininum wage at a local stor is insufficient to take care of her 2 kids and to secure their house alone. Thus, she scummed to the last choice which is to smuggle immigrants from Canada through the frozen St. Lawrence River, and was forced to risk a lot in order to get the money they needed. The peak of the plot where she threw a luggage owned by a pakistani couple at the frozen river not knowing that a baby is inside, it was thrilling nonetheless. Despite that, i find this movie being draggy. After finish watching, i actually think this movie is a bad influence lol.
Rachel Getting Married by Jonatha Demme  6/10  Anne Hathaway was nominated for Best actress in this movie if i'm not wrong. And i quote ev 'not bad for a disney star who started off in Princess Diaries and now acting this role of a completely different type of Anne Hathaway we never seen before'. yes, i truly agree. In this movie 'rachel getting married', Anne Hathaway act as an addict who just came out from rehab and how her family treat her differently and about the conflicts between her sister. The plot is good. But..i could only say, its an excellent film sabotaged by execrable camera work. I personally loathe watching a film with a HAND HELD CAMERA wtf. My past experience of such kind of films such as Cloverfield and Quarrentine irks me to my very soul. The cliche trend is a pain in the ass. I know it is suppose to make it look much more "realistic", but the shaking of the camera and the sudden change/movement of scope, the close up of your actor's nose is very distracting (if you get what i mean). And i didn't really enjoy the forever singing and dancing negro relatives in the movie. At first it was ok, but after 2 hours of tribal singing, i had it. I heard it took them 33 days to film this movie, not sure if its real, but to produce a movie in such short period of time, i would definitely give you a token for that. A great movie? i doubt. Ok i'm tired to continue with all the other movies lol. All this is just my humble *cough* point of view. everyone differs, remember that!
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: Dogs with nickname such as pumpkin is cute. : My playlist is repeating since 5 hours ago. I tend to hear sad songs to make myself worst. I'm hearing 'dream' over and over again. : Cut dick movies are not suppose to be watched before bed eww. Damn disgusting that i had to forward it like hell. : I think Meryl Streep deserve an Oscar compared to Kate Winslet (ok omg surely everyone come bomb me) : My dad said i'm bitter today (its really rare whenever my dad talks to me). And he asked God to grant me more compassion. i started self reflecting since then :( : A friend of mine who loves bombing me in chinese tuition last time hated Australia as much as i do too. I'm surprised. : I dislike people who self pity. I'm afraid if i would be one, one day. Nah its impossible. : Lilian tagged me as 'the one that always gets hurt' hahaha she's berivery right! : Yeekeong likes stealing my emoticons. Its his hobby. Who ask me to have adorable emoticons :) : Distance is killing. : My expectations for him is way too much. I get disappointed; he gets hurt. No winner. : I'm slowly learning to say sorry. : I still love him. bye.
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Dear abandon blog, It is my 21st anniversary today with that smelly boy in Australia!! I, myself was shocked that we really made it this far lol. Yeekeong claims that i love to torture him. He also claims that i always poke him even without noticing it. Funny thing is, i received a surprise gift from him. He told me to collect it from his mom because his parents went to visit him a week ago. His mom's reaction when she passed me the present was so funny man! She said she don't know what it is but there is a lot alot alot of needles hahahahah homg. Damn weird right my boyfriend buys me needles! Anyway, i opened it. and its a voooodoooo doll :):):) *smiling non-stop* i liked it darling! and inside that zip hides a letter aww :) Its super kute!! And i could put his baby picture there! One time i told yeekeong that he looked cuter when he was young :) , wow he immediately gimme the grumpy face HAHAHA omg damn funny shits. oh and look at those needles! there's red and black love. Red love means something good whereas the black one means poking him whenever he's naughty. For example, one day yk said he wanna punish me by farting around me and tries to look innocent while pointing to everyone in the elevator that it was me who farted wtf. Haih why my boyfriend like that! he even came out with a plan where he hold my hand tight tight so that i can't move. For such cases, i would take a black needle and poke that voodoo's butt /hmph! or, i could write a note saying 'you must love me and only me!' and poke it to the heart of the voodoo then he's curse to love me foreber hahaha. oklah wtf only i am that mou liu to play with such things. I even tried poking the voodoo with all the needles. I'm so sadistic huh. Look at baby yeekeong! lol hen ke ai :) like a sumo! hahaha he's so gonna kill me when he reads this post. yay and apparently i'll get lots and lots of surprises every month *eyes sparkle* and when yeekeong asked me to guess what it'll be. i guessed, pad hahahahahahahahahahah sorry i'm random like that! *** Before that, i wanna show you my awesome oxford pumps i got from the bazaar at 3k :) its the tallest heals i have! Normally i'll only go for 2 - 3 inches, if not i'll look like a freaking twin tower and my dear friends wouldn't want to stand beside me :( oxford pumps will be my new fetish for now :o) prettay :) love, emily .
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sudden influx of sadness due to the size of my body, and decided to write a short post before starting on my accounting information system reading *sulk* before that, i want to apologize to those who feel that i'm indirectly insulting them. With that aside, now i am going to share on the devastating truth where i evolved from a 'bamboo' to a pig!!! i was so ignorant for the past 19 years taking for granted with what God blessed me. Unlike other girls who watch their weight religiously, it didn't occur to me that i would have to, because honestly i have a very high metabolic rate. Last time, normally after a big big meal (something like buffet), then i would head to the toilet after 2 hours or so! Later on, i can actually start gobbling like crazy once again. Bottomless? i guess. Well, the triumphant days is now gone. Recently, in precise, after Chinese new year, i noticed the change in size i am going through when my cousin jokingly told me to try on those public weighing machine you see in shopping complex. I was so devastated after seeing the scale! :/ I actually gained 5 kg wtf. I've never gained so much in my entire life that i went bonkers for that particular day trying to convince myself that the machine could be spoiled or my handphone adds the weight or i just had lunch and that is why! No matter how many reasons i came out with, it is evidently observable with my flabby thighs, flabby arms, big backside, and a sad looking tummy :( *sulk even more* I was awestruck when i couldn't fit in one of my jeans, and barely fit some of my shorts. What a vast difference from the past man! This is the first time i've encounter this. So, i actually swore that i am going to run everyday, do more exercise and try to eat less especially during dinner. I don't see any difference yet tho :o( My lunch is so unhealthy /boo i eat fastfood so much (around 3 times a week), because of those attractive promotion they are having now. Ahh dilemma shits! Ahh the pain of looking at the amount calories chart before eating my McChicken. Its getting late! buahaha watchman esok (: i heard there's a naked blue man running around wtf. I wonder if it is censored, i think it is. yeekeong told me the screening in australia can see everything k. YUCK! Believe it or not, my LDR is actually getting better lol. I can't believe it myself! *shocked* don't kembang ah stupid yk! yours truly, mily
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If some of you might not know, i am actually very particular when it comes to movies. What i hate the most is to watch some rubbish movie that is evidently a waste of money just to produce it. Worst of all, if i was watching it in a cinema! my eight bucks and my priceless 2 hours gone just like that. Snap la! *do the kanasai face* Since i have lots of time in my hands now, i am going to briefly review some of the movies i watched recently. Actually there's way too many, so i'll just pick those i can remember (especially those sucky ones HAHA). critic is fun ok. Start off with the most recent movie i watched! Love Matters by Jack Neo (the singapore show that is filmed in msia) 4/10 I know its a Jack Neo film and i had high expectations for this film. Up to my dismay, it was a disaster. No doubt there are a few good actor and actresses (those singapore ones) whom shined throughout the movie. hahaha i personally think that the ah por is so kute, yet her perfomance in 'Money not enough 2' is a more remarkable one. The dissappointing fact is, I seriously don't understand why Jack Neo picked some amateur actor/actresses (which zj said those are malaysian actor/actresses) in this particular film. If there was an award for actor who tries too hard yet projects himself like a weak, gay-ish cry baby, i would proudly present that award to the actor who cast for the teenager boy in this movie. They are trying way too hard man in expressing their actions which made them looked like a complete fool. For story line, i would say its pretty predictable. For humour, yah its not too bad lah. There are quite a few funny lines! I recommend it for students who are easily entertained. or, even more sarcasticly, those who miss seeing pinafour.
Milk by Gus Van Sant
7.5/10 for the movie; 10/10 for Sean Penn's performance I still remembered myself doubting Sean Penn when he won the oscars for Best male actor. I was hoping for Mickey Rourke in 'the wrestler' since he's not young anymore and that this could be his last shot in winning an Oscars. After watching 'Milk', I really think he deserve it. Its a story about a guy named Harvey Milk (which explains why the title is milk -.-) and how he fought for the rampant discrimination against and hatred of homosexual because he believes that he should accomplish something despite his age. The most prominant image of Sean Penn starring as Harvey Milk is that permanent grin of his that is so similar with the real Harvey Milk. I was completely startled when i saw how alike Sean Penn made himself to portray as the legendary Harvey Milk. Maybe most people (like me) don't know who is harvey milk yet, but after watching this movie you will have a clear picture of his fight for homosexual. Here's a picture of the REAL Harvey Milk
Frozen River by Courtney Hunt 6.8/10 In this movie, Melissa Leo was a mother of 2 sons, a teenager and a younger boy whom is perhaps 7. Her husband left home 10 days before Christmas, he was a hardcore gambler and he ran away with a big sum of money which is suppose to be the deposit for their new home. They are currently living in a worn out trailer struggling through life day by day. With her mininum wage at a local stor is insufficient to take care of her 2 kids and to secure their house alone. Thus, she scummed to the last choice which is to smuggle immigrants from Canada through the frozen St. Lawrence River, and was forced to risk a lot in order to get the money they needed. The peak of the plot where she threw a luggage owned by a pakistani couple at the frozen river not knowing that a baby is inside, it was thrilling nonetheless. Despite that, i find this movie being draggy. After finish watching, i actually think this movie is a bad influence lol.
Rachel Getting Married by Jonatha Demme 6/10 Anne Hathaway was nominated for Best actress in this movie if i'm not wrong. And i quote ev 'not bad for a disney star who started off in Princess Diaries and now acting this role of a completely different type of Anne Hathaway we never seen before'. yes, i truly agree. In this movie 'rachel getting married', Anne Hathaway act as an addict who just came out from rehab and how her family treat her differently and about the conflicts between her sister. The plot is good. But..i could only say, its an excellent film sabotaged by execrable camera work. I personally loathe watching a film with a HAND HELD CAMERA wtf. My past experience of such kind of films such as Cloverfield and Quarrentine irks me to my very soul. The cliche trend is a pain in the ass. I know it is suppose to make it look much more "realistic", but the shaking of the camera and the sudden change/movement of scope, the close up of your actor's nose is very distracting (if you get what i mean). And i didn't really enjoy the forever singing and dancing negro relatives in the movie. At first it was ok, but after 2 hours of tribal singing, i had it. I heard it took them 33 days to film this movie, not sure if its real, but to produce a movie in such short period of time, i would definitely give you a token for that. A great movie? i doubt. Ok i'm tired to continue with all the other movies lol. All this is just my humble *cough* point of view. everyone differs, remember that!
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: Dogs with nickname such as pumpkin is cute. : My playlist is repeating since 5 hours ago. I tend to hear sad songs to make myself worst. I'm hearing 'dream' over and over again. : Cut dick movies are not suppose to be watched before bed eww. Damn disgusting that i had to forward it like hell. : I think Meryl Streep deserve an Oscar compared to Kate Winslet (ok omg surely everyone come bomb me) : My dad said i'm bitter today (its really rare whenever my dad talks to me). And he asked God to grant me more compassion. i started self reflecting since then :( : A friend of mine who loves bombing me in chinese tuition last time hated Australia as much as i do too. I'm surprised. : I dislike people who self pity. I'm afraid if i would be one, one day. Nah its impossible. : Lilian tagged me as 'the one that always gets hurt' hahaha she's berivery right! : Yeekeong likes stealing my emoticons. Its his hobby. Who ask me to have adorable emoticons :) : Distance is killing. : My expectations for him is way too much. I get disappointed; he gets hurt. No winner. : I'm slowly learning to say sorry. : I still love him. bye.
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Hello :) I'm Emily with a capital LOUD.
I have been alive for 20 years and have learned that i should live life the fullest.
I am not witty, lovable or rich.
Yet, feminist till the very core.
I am thin, but am constantly hungry.
I follow trends too.
Frankly, I am just like everybody else: ordinary, normal and discontent with their lives.
I still believe in love like how I'd used to believe tipping toe is cool.
I am on goofy mode all the time. Love doing CRAZY stuff.
Lastly, i like sugar very very very much :)
this is just a brief introduction of myself. Well, if there is anything please feel free to ask me through my tagboard.
This is MY blog so Click here if you hate it.
p.s: you wont get prettier even if you hate it.
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